MAY:

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5/23/11

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"And by your fire I became the poet of the flames...
I breathed your breath deep down my chest."

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5/12/11

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Dear Heavenly Father,

Help me. I've seen so much of war and can't see past it. Please, guide me in your narrow path. Help me not doubt, nor be discouraged. If I am here to learn and must learn defeat, will you still, with mercy, give me strength to someday know you and see myself in thee? Could I, regardless of trial, still amount to my full potential?? Seal my heart with thy word! Teach me more of diligence! I will never truly leave you. I don't have it in me! Fill me with hope and comfort through Thy Spirit. My heart is broken and I am contrite. I have tasted both bitter and sweet. I know I must be patient. And diligent. I pray- I love to choose my path but now lead thou me on. Please help lead me toward my eternal companion. One whom I can feel the spirit with so strongly...  One who has a humble heart... and can hear my words and know the truth in what I say and feel. Someone who won't hurt me... Take away my doubt by helping me build my faith.

And I say these things in the name of the Beloved Son,

And My Savior,

Jesus Christ,

Amen.