A Mind In Writing by Heike Heinze

This are the thoughts that erupt from the emotional state of moi, collectively, states of being that have in themselves a sort of independency as it relates to different experiences and periods of time.This in no way can reflect upon the thoughts and intents of heart I have now although it is a glimpse into the ever changing mind and the experiences and thoughts that accumulate and grow within our mortal lives, entailing our imperfect and perfect attributes and spurts of growth and maturity as further diagnosed as the body ages, the soul expands, and writings wither and are rewritten.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

DECEMBER:



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12.18.10

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We could've had a house of our own on top of a mountain.
I killed our child.
He was so beautiful.
He had your hair and the greatest smile.
I could've lingered there forever. Holding him ever so gently.
He's crying now and I'm crying too.
What a creamy!

Honestly though this isn't funny.
And I'm not laughing.

I miss you.
I miss you.

I'm going somewhere I promise.
You'll smile at me someday.

But he's gone!!!
My son is gone!!!
Please God give him back to me.
Please give him back to me...!!!

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1Suicide Birds2Thunderstorms3Creamies
4Snowboarding5The Tree Split In Half6The Child
7The Snow8Humor9Moses,Isaiah and Abraham
10Imitating Hristina11The Spirit12Wanting you to smile back at me
13The tears14The heart15The sarcasm and the laughter that follow the tears
16The mountains17The Temple18Godly Sorrow
19The Loss20The Fear21The Hope
22The Unknown Soldier23 Kiss My Forehead24The Feeling of home
25I'm biting my tongue26The warnings27The Lessons learnt
28The Loss29The Torment30The Hope


31...My mouth is closed and I am only telling a small fraction.
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